Another Lesson Learnt

You've opened my eyes and made me realize certain things.

I had enough of temptations.

It was a one-time mistake, and it should remain that way.

I too, like you, is not that kind of person.

I was blinded, I was in love, and I was tempted.

We are humans,  after all.

If there is one thing you've changed me, it would be the ability to trust another person once again. It is not that you had misplaced my trust, but rather, you made me realize that people can turn their back against you almost immediately when they've decided on certain things.

And this is scary.

But I'm glad, that you have put a stop to this. Still I wished you'll let me down in a much gentler manner, but I take it all in. Just because I allowed myself to be in this, and it is my own fault.

I wished we can remain as friends, quoting your very own words - 'close and comfortable'. But I don't think it is really possible now, which is a shame, for this is the price to pay for our own mistake.

Never in my life will I allow myself to be in a similar situation again, ever. I am my very own devil. I won't try to be an angel, but I know I will not succumb to temptation again.

What had happened between you and me, will always be a part of me. Those were really great memories, thank you for everything.

Another lesson learnt.