05 January, 2013

Pain and Loss

The pain within is overwhelming. It takes a whole level of understanding and acceptance to get over. This is madness.

I have been dealing with a whole lot of things in my life, and I have never felt so lost before. Every morning when I wake up, every night before I sleep. Why am I becoming the you back then?

Am I hurting someone else in the process? Will I be able to take the sadness out of me? I was happy, and now, how long do I need to take to be happy again?

I opened my heart and let you in. And now, you shut me out. In a way, I'm glad you are selfish, and you know you are happy doing it. But... It is just very painful... Do you know?

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